I know part of my problems are because I take things somewhat personally. Not as an attack on me but just I take stupidity personally. I take it personally when I tell you something 5 different times and you acknowledge it like you get it and then the 6th time you tell me something different that tells me you clearly didn’t hear what I told you the first 5 times.
I’m not saying I’m the smartest person on the planet but I listen. I pay attention. If you tell me something once I generally get it and if I don’t then I ask you again until I do.
I have no tolerance for laziness or inattention or inability to ask a question. Especially when it comes back to make my job more difficult.
I’m exhausted. I’m behind on everything and I hate being behind. I am tired of asking people to do something and they blow me off like it’s not important. Because they’re always the first to bitch when something goes wrong. I need a vacation but I have too much to do and if I take a vacation I’ll come back to an even bigger mess. Everyone on my team is miserable and a lot of us have been miserable since January or before and it’s not letting up.